Never in my life did I imagine that I would attend a funeral visitation AND a wedding all in the course of one short night. Both were events I knew I had to be at as one involved remembering the life of a legend of a man, whose grandchildren and great-grandchildren I have taught, worked with in 4-H, or even been co-workers with. The wedding was that of yet another former student and 4-Her. Now, there comes a moment in life when you start really questioning the entire existence of yourself and what you are doing with your existence. In the past two days, I've done that a little bit. I've been really blessed to be at home so that I am more available to my family as a mother. I'm able to pick them up from school if they are sick. I am able to drive Kaydence to therapy. I am able to make almost every sporting event. That part of this journey has been awesome. I've even started a side business that allows me to be creative and do something else I really enjoy: make people ...